ooo pathetique
Quote: Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008,4:25 PM
school

you know, i'm starting to get used to the routine in coral. take bus, stand near exit so faster to get out, stop at white sands, walk to school, daydream in class, class finish, walk to white sands and take 358 again.

come to think about it, i shouldn't take 358 coming back from school. when it stops outside siglap, the whole bus is full, making it impossible to get out. maybe 359 or 403 is better...

anyway...yesterday was a little funny. my friend likes this guy, who happens to be her cousin's friend. her cousin asked her to ask him what agg. he got in psle.

confused yet?

but here's the problem: she's too darn scared to speak to him!!!!

then she resolved to talk to him during recess. while he was standing with his friend near the staircase, she chickened out. then, she resolved to talk to him after school. then she chickened out again.

finally during cca orientation i saw him, pulled my friend and tapped him on the shoulder.

i'm so darn blunt.

and he was like, who are you?

BOYS CAN BE SO DARN STUPID.

i mean, we're in his malay class!!! don't guys open their eyes and actually see?????

apparently not. i tell you, some guys are total idiots. in a bad way.

but anyway today i found out who he liked by a friend in 1/1 too...this girl from dunman sec. anyway my friend was begging me to tell her who.

after like an hour i gave in and told her. i know!!! now i feel so guilty for telling her that her crush likes someone else!!!

i am seriously wacko.

but really. now she's taken it into her head to help me with my love life, which i NEVER asked for. she's going to talk to him tomorrow. HELP SOMEBODY.

ok, so i'm twisting the story a bit, but hey, it's my blog. i twist whatever i want to.

MUA HA HA HA HA.

and the cca i'm joining? it's ncdcc.

why ncdcc you ask? because it'll SO boost my rep as a tomboy. won't it be cool for people to ask, what cca are you in? netball right? and you say no, i'm in national civil defence cadet corps IDIOT.

SO HAHA to you for thinking i'm trying to be a mak minah.

because i so AM NOT. wait, at least i'm trying to be an exact opposite, except for the not neat thing, because if i'm not neat, chances are that i'll get stuck in detention for not adhering to the school's neatness policy.

i was seriously considering red cross, but then the teacher described the uniform and i changed my mind very abruptly.

weird how people can have a change of mindset suddenly.

and coral only has ncc FOR GUYS!!!!!!!!!! why, WHY, is all the shiok ccas only for guys? they think we too pretty or something?????? i mean other schools have ncc for girls, why not coral.

DAMN YOU CORAL I WILL HATE YOU FOREVER FOR THAT.

ok so maybe i'm exaggerating a little but seriously. joining ncc will be so damn cool. WAY better than ncdcc i can tell you. just LOOK at the uniform. people will think you're a guy that looks like a girl.

which i tell you is a totally GREAT compliment for girls trying to be tomboyish but so not good for guys trying NOT to be gay.

HAHAHAHA.

my father was trying to convince me not to join uniformed groups because apparently it'll take a lot of time...and he thinks i'll quit halfway like brownies.

i ask you, when has ncdcc turned into brownies??????

BROWNIE'S IS TOTALLY BORING!!!!!!!!!!

serious!!!

and anyway ncdcc is SO different from brownies. for one brownies is so sick and gay. NOT something to be proud of when you're trying to be a tomboy.

and i finally convinced my father to let me join ncdcc after promising to finish my homework.

do people fall for that scam so easily?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPnwZ_0qO7I