Sunday, April 13, 2008,1:55 PM
sorry about the EMPTY blog posts. i was trying to load vids but apparently the stupid com hated fazreen too much that it deleted his video PERM.
sad right??? i know. i've lost my appetite to blog for a while. why? because i recently acquired a photo of him p5 and just looking at the photo reminds me how long i haven't seen him. its been like more than 4 months since i've seen him. sure, i was MEANT to see him like several time this year but i kept NOT keeping the appointments because of school or etc.
so yea, you could say seeing his face made me go all EMO. not gothy emo but emotional.
did i say this would be a short post???
SO i was just staring at his picture and i was listening to my phone radio and like a story, they picked the RIGHT moment to just play avril lavigne. when you're gone.
imagine how THAT felt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there's part of the song that goes like this:
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
then...
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
like is that sad or what?? you're thinking of a guy you miss so BADLY then comes out the lyrics belted out so sweetly on a piano, "WHEN YOU'RE GONE, THE PIECES OF MY HEART IS MISSING YOU"
pity me a little, will ya?
ok, so i guess i should be a bit grateful i didn't hear Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis. i tell you, if i had heard THAT song i would've broken down and WAILED.
helloo? bleeding love's lyrics goes like,
Closed off from love,
Didn't feel a thing
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time passes and before you know it
You're frozen...
But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking around
Thinking i'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein i keep on closing
You cut me open and i
keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding, i keep, keep, bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You've cut me open
i have to stop the song. i'm becoming emo. the url's here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-ctIC65PV0
and for the avril lavigne one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otMB3WVQNVg
see the lyrics? its so LOVING. at least in the end they acknowledge each other's presence. i don't even know if if (no correct grammar, nothing wrong) he sees me, he will recognize me.
i seriously doubt it. you know, come to thing about it, i don't really know that much about him in the first place. sure, we've hung out && play soccer and all that, but we never really talk about personal stuff. basically it's all soccer.
i remember one time we were playing soccer. my friend was downstairs too and when she went back he was like, "is she your best friend" and i said, "no, i dont have a best friend."
and instead of shutting his mouth he went and spoilt the moment (never mind it was already spoiled by the presence of his brother) by saying, "why, you looking for more than friends issit?"
and i was glaring at him and he was in a "what?" gesture. now i really miss those times when i could just talk to him.
OMG and here's another love song on radio. 98.7 is full of em. man i should stop listening to this station. too many sad songs.
*sniff*
*breaks out laughing*
