ooo pathetique
Quote: Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to.
Sunday, April 20, 2008,4:24 PM
going emo here...=_=

I've got a lot to say to you
Yea I got a lot to say
I notice your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here and it makes no sense at all
They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies
Your little spies
They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies
Your little spies
Crush, crush, crush
Crush, crush
1, 2, 3, 4
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than' this
If you want to play it like a game
Come on, come on let's play'
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute
They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies
Your little spies
They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies
Your little spies
Crush, crush, crush
Crush, crush
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
That never happensI guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than' this now
Rock and roll baby, don't you know that we're all alone now
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll honey, don't you know,
Baby that we're all alone now I need something to sing about
Rock and roll hey, don't you know, baby that we're all alone now
Give me something to sing about
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than' no
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
That never happensI guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than'
More than this
Ohhh...
Ok, now that i've satisfied my emo needs. i am so addicted to crushcrushcrush, or like a DJ from 987 FM says it, Crush cubed. i mean, like, oi! what's there not to like? it's fast, catchy, sweet and somewhat goth.
& coincidentally i discovered paramore through the radio. ;) so they should be glad their songs are touching people through the all-mighty radio. and besides, hundreds other singers work their way into souls through the radio, so why ever give up faith on it?
ok i have no idea what i am blabbing about. i'm just so zoned out here from too much mugging.
ironic. i've studied but incidentally i havent done my maths homework. & besides, maths is kinda irrelevant when you're emo-ish here. but dont fret, you maths teachers out there. i dont get emo very often. only once a year or so.
& when i do i make disastrous changes.
like now. i'm changing my blog skin yet AGAIN, this time to paramore or something along those lines. YEA, i can here you paramore fans cheering. well, not really. GOD i'm blabbing again.
so i'm wondering if i should, like, base this blog skin on paramore or something emo-ish. i enjoy hearing people say i'm emo when it befits my mood.
when i'm not in an emo mood, i tend to give them one hard whack. i know i sound gangster when i say it, but really, in reality giving ppl whacks are an everyday action. to me, anyway. i dont know about you others, because i'm guessing you folks are decent.
wait. OF COURSE you folks are decent. i'm just talking crap again.
oh yea, if you suddenly see my skin being pink (my blog skin of course, duh,), dont worry. i'll probably change it when i come back to my senses, because there is no way i can stick with pink for too long. even when i'm in an emo mood.
pink is SO not thy love. black & white is. or maybe green and yellow. wait. BLACK AND WHITE. green and yellow come second because i prefer clashes to complements.
i cant believe i'm talking about colours here when exams start tomorrow. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???!!!
ah well. it's my personality. & i believe you should NEVER change your personality because then it's just too hard.
incidentally, i just realized i'm blogging more and more often. WHY??? is it because i want to pour out my soul?? or maybe its because i'm just too darn bored.
i prefer to believe the first. its more romantic.
see, i told you i'm in a weird mood. like, three hours ago, i wouldnt be thinking about romance and Macbeth. ok, maybe macbeth, considering i've just googled it, but not so much romance.
would you believe i read Martyn Pig?
i am REALLY sorry sec 2-s but during MT enrich i was so darn bored i picked up a random Martyn Pig book and started reading it. i finished it before MT Enrich was over so the point was kinda useless.
but it IS a really cool story. though i cant ever imagine murdering my drunken father, but you see my point.
not that i have a drunken father or anything.
heck, im talking crap. like you people actually want to read this nonsense. forgo this post if you want. i should've put that in front so i will. not in front though, but in bold just....
FORGO THIS POST IF YOU HAVE OTHER THINGS TO DO.
....here.
ANYWAY. i've got a question to tell whoever is still stubbornly persisting on. which would you prefer, simplicity or luxury? tag me with your answer...although i dont think anyone IS reading now. but if you are mindless drones reading, tell me.
i think i prefer simplicity. not to say i dislike $$ or anything, but too much luxury can make me feel...idk. stale.
yay. i've found the perfect skin. although you'd have seen it by now. is the font too small? haixx. so much stress.
dont want to bore you any more. signing off.


2:32 PM
speechless & hurt

ok i know i said i wont waste any more posts on this matter but i really need to clarify some things. i never said that 1/2 08 was never at fault. it is because who knows? maybe we did start this fight. i dont know because i sorta tuned in kinda late. but i get fed-up really easily so if i did anything spur-of-the-moment, i'm really, really sorry.

i won't kneel in the middle of the parade square. i'm not as humble as all that. but i WILL apologize to your face if you like. just please dont bring this matter out to the whole school. what fazreen says IS right. we should just settle this whole bloody matter fast. if we drag this out, what, we risk suspension? i don't know, but i don't want to find out. please lah, please just drop this.

so estia won't apologize? what can she do anyway? on monday i'll just tell her to apologize even if she isnt the spammer. if that's what makes you happy. but please just drop this.

tomorrow's exams liao. i'm not very inclined to fail this so pls lah oi. our class blog is finished, k.o, & dont ask me any more about it. i want to end this whole thing fast and just pull out, aight? i am not going to bother about this anymore. i AM sincere in this apology and i do not want to be involved any more. whatever i said, vulgarities or whatever, cast it aside. i am very very sorry about it.

its been so long now. my whole class given up already so please, just give up and resign ourselves to the fact that this darn spammer is a person who has nothing to do but spam other blogs and just waste our time.

1/2-ians, just drop this matter. make peace.