ooo pathetique
Quote: Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to.
Monday, September 15, 2008,4:06 PM
once upon a time...part 1

when i was a little kid, about six, i thought that being in primary school would be horrifying. i thought that the upper primary would start bullying me and everything. of course, now i know the upper pri have better things to do than waste their time on little kids like me, but i honestly believed that.

so i went to primary 1 reluctantly. i thought that park view was a good school, and by the way, i still do. i got through p1 alive and went to p2, which was my favourite year for some reason even i don't know. maybe because i had a lot of responsibility. i was young enough that i thought responsibilty was a good thing and made me older.

then i went to p3, where i got a $50 bonus from the MOE for good conduct, and then to p4. that was where things went downhill.

p4 is really a jumpstart to the beginning of your troubles. for me, at least, it was the beginning of everything.

i barely made it through p4 and got to p5 with mrs yap as one of my favourite teachers. i started going a little nuts in p5-i found out about psle for the first time. i'm sure i must've heard it before, but in p4, i wasn't exactly paying attention. i can't remember knowing of the PSLE in p4.


3:36 PM
wheee

ok, i so feel like blogging today, and my happiness rate is so high i'm gonna post TWO times today to make up for my semi-hiatus.

let's see...

got my progress card today-maths 40%. like, wtf!! everything dropped or stayed the same-only my science increased, and i'm still trying to process that because i never pay attention during physics or chem, and bio bores me.

how am i going to get my dad to sign it without involving screaming beats me.

*ahem*

i'm going to change my bs (yes, again) so help me out here. should i go...simple and clean or dark and brooding?

Simple and clean
http://www.blogskins.com/info/209572
Whimsical (i really like these :D)
http://www.blogskins.com/info/201956
http://www.blogskins.com/info/173900 (what? i like london...)
http://www.blogskins.com/info/173273

I know dark and broody was one of the options, but I'm really too lazy to go hunt out emo-ish kinda skins. you can find them ANYWHERE. i'm looking for something like...happy black. sounds stupid, i know.

hell, i don't even know WHAT i want.

speaking of not knowing what i want, i just calculated my money by the end of the 1st week of hari raya. sounds totally unrelated, but it somehow reminding. let's see then...

11 schooldays left=6 x 11
= $66 savings

Hari Raya= $ 70 (minimum)
Savings = $ 66
B'dae = $100
Total = $236

Add that to the four bucks my bro owes me and i get...

236+4=$240

$240!!! I GET TWO HUNDRED AND FORTY DOLLARS TO SPEND!!

come one, two hundred and forty isn't that little. i could buy a new bike. i could buy a new bed. hell, i could renovate my whole room if my father would help me pay another, oh, five hundred bucks.

but nope. i'm going to save it for my birthday party. i want to hold it at a...chalet? idk, but it's going to be BIG and BAD. i haven't had a bdae party for 5 years! i deserve something at least...plus there's the fact that 27 October comes right after exams. so let's call it celebration, eh? since all the previous years my bdae is either on fasting or exams.

as it is my bro got the fasting bit for his birthday.

ah well. any ideas?